holy week. :)

steg ng piktyur ko no? kuha ko! yee, haha.

ayooonn oh. long time no blog. haha magmula holy week wala?? kakaasar hahannu nab balita sa mga followers ko?? (sus meron ba eh tatatlo? haha) hmm. ayun ayus naman ang holy week na naturingan isang realisation para sakin haha. in a sense na oi, ive grown up so well na pala and time to be more mature. :) lupet nga e kasi along the way papunta sa bulacan nappagkwentuhan ang mga nanyare at ginawa namen from the past. nung batang bata pa ko. haha kakatuwa.


and another thing narealise ko lang na GOD wont let you feel na your being left out. kasi no matter what, your family will always be there for you. and will always stay the same. well, masay namn nung maranasan ko ulit magholy week kasama mga pinsan ko. :)

haha. masasabe ko pading talo ko pa may matatandang kapatid. :)) yiii. tsk haha.


"although my heroes have failde me, GOD is always there to love me." :)

-- yon laaaaang haha.

lovelove jemmang. :)

jem jem. dont worry GOD is there, Ü

YES, all my heros had failed me.



and though the whole world seems to be BLURR,



i have nothing else to do but have faith, and pray. and hope that one day, when i wake up. i have another hero, the world is clear, and my faith, it's still there. and all my pray'rs have been answered.

its about letting go. :(

una palang alam ko namang mali na mahalin sya. haay. bakit ko nga ba dadalhin sarili sa sitwasyong alam ko namang masasaktan lang ako?? diba?? pero bakit nga ba minahal ko nalang sha bigla? alam ko namang masasaktan din lang ako. na di din sya magiging katanggap tanggap sa pamilya ko? hay. pero kahit na napaka dame ng dahilan na yon para di ko sha mahalin. napamahal padin ako. isa lang naman dhilan ko para mahalin sha. wla. ayun. magulo. haay. i feel so frustrated.

GOD please help me. :(


-- and the people i thought that could help me? they are all gone. happy and forgotten what i am. or should i say who i am. haaay. maga na mata ko ha. infairness, i feel so tied up in a corner. isolated and cant breathe. he isnt life. but my life i teared apart, almost down without him.




kaylan nga kaya dadating yung araw na gigising ako. at isang buong arw. isang buong araw lang talaga ako magiging okey. kahit sang araw lang sa buong buhay ko yung wlaa akong ibang iisipin. wlang ibang aalalahanin. yung wlang problema. wla wla. ayhayahayahy.



potakte. now i feel stranded. and broken. :( i dont feel the same anymore. gugustuhin ko na ata talagang mamatay. hay. joski. ayuko ng ganito. pagod na pagod na kong makulong sa gaintong buhay. at narealize kong wlang ibang taong makakapagpasaya sayo kundi sarili mo lang. at walang ibanga dapat pag katiwlaan kundi si jeremiah lang ako lang. hay. suko nako. :(

banned si jemay. haha. :D

yo. msuta mga taong jumanji? haha. hay. banned si jemoy oh. *grounded*
haha. ayt lang. genun talaga. hayyy. whoo!
like what ma'am jean have said, when there are up commings in your life, always tell yourself this, "i am me, and i am ok." :D
oh diba? well. grounded me kse pumunta me kila jr na classmate me. haha. charos. panget eh. haha. ayun. ayung nga. masaya naman. kahit napapagalitan. well. although kung anu anu ng mga nanyayare. smile padin ako. well enihoo, ito si aecee. *solo* haha. 17th bday nea khpon. ayus nga sila talaga ksama hehe. :D



-- ayus ba? :)

skalan daw ba? haha,

:)

momomomollning. :D

*babababaaaboy. nyahah, guudmorneng. tsk. :D
new look boolook. ahaha. :D


have a nice day pipoll. :DD
--wala lang umepal lang. haha

*imissYOU.

BALEW naa! :DD

*you put the RED into my lips. ♥

*will you hide with me under this sheets FOREVER? :D

:")

♥

dyii eyy. :DD

ay ay. haha. eii. ssup pipoleii?? haha. :D
ayun. pakdaw nanaman sa pagbBlog nitong nakraan. haha. umay eh. sira cP! tsk. di makateks. hahaha. tss. enihoo, steeg talaga minsan maboring lahat kaya kong sabihin. kahit sino pede mo pagtrepan haha. litse! :D

IMISSYOU BEST :(